Sunday, December 14, 2003
A time ago, I was a person who feared to feel, feared to love, feared to speak who I really was. I awoke and realized how much I have lied to myself, and felt shame. To this day however, in the truth I try to surround myself with, in the emotions I put forth in front of myself, I find myself paralyzed in desires by situation and fate. How easy it would be, to look back.. how easy it would be to lie.. but I cannot turn away from myself...never again. I must remember.