Sunday, January 02, 2005

The big question

Today, I woke up at 2:30pm after a late night of programming. I shouldn't be staying up so late. School starts up again in less than two weeks, and I need to be prepared. I walked into my parents room to say gmorning and before I knew it I was in a conversation about my future and what I am going to do after college. Honostly, I feel like I have very little clue of what to do, and that annoys me. I told my father, " there are two paths I see for my life, one which I work two years and go off to business school, another where I try to start my own business". After over an hour of discussion, I just still had no idea. China came up again. I still believe I want to go to China, that is my destiny I feel.

Me in 2008.

When I get back to Rice I will really have to focus on my career. Part of me is saying I should just go for whatever job will give me the most money. I don't think I will have any satisfaction or be able to do anything big for awhile. I just want to go to work , come home and go to classes or work on my creative projects, save enough for business school. Its hard for me to face, but I still have so much to learn, so much to see.

My career

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